Thursday, January 1, 2009

Time for Seasons Time for Change


I've been too mellow lately. I know I complain a shit load but nothing exciting goes on anymore. I really want to take some happy pills & go nutz out of my mind. I want to be cracked out & just insane. Not like... psycho-ward insane but insane on life.
Here's what I want out of this year::

I want to be happy.
I want to have tons of parties but tons of nights on the couch with someone watching movies.
I want to ask too many questions for my good.
I want to quit smoking & find a higher drug.. not drug though.
I want to be good at something; better than anyone else.
I want to be able to write again
I want to just ponder to myself about how good my day was.
I want to sit on the phone for hours laughing or in the moment with someone
I want to find someone who will just accept me
I want to accept myself along the way
I want to be comfortable in my own skin
I want the drama to stop & for everyone to just get along
I just want.... life to come to me again.


-LiveLoveTy

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