Heart Decides

Sometimes, I just wish I didn't have to make any decisions in my life. Usually I'm really good at making decisions when they are about life. Just not the "love life". I get torn so easily or I get mixed up with someone RIGHT before Meagan tells me she wants to be with me. If it weren't such bad timing, I'd easily be able to make a decision. But really, its ALWAYS bad timing: which SUCKS ASSSS.

Anyways, at the moment, I have so much work to get done & it's nearly 10pm. I have school in the morning & I'm going not knowing if I will be kicked out as soon as I walk through the doors. Apparently the school lost my records & it will be a crime to continue to teach me? I don't know. But really have to get all my projects done before I get some sleep. & I really need a cigarrette. I think I'm going to have one pretty soon. I've been trying to quit although it hasn't been working so well. But ey! I tried man! I tried!

Last night was quite possibly one of the greatest nights I've had in awhile. Hanging out with my baby, & litterally everyone was awesome. We all played spin the bottle, I was expecting there to be so many fights because half the girls were taken. It was so funny. Yet I was able to find out who was a good kisser or not. Sooooo, w000t!

(if I have mono, they are sooo going down)


Signing off peoples.
- Say Ty.

I Swear I'm Dreaming

Quite possibly, I'm experiencing true love for the first time in my life.
Yet it's not the type you'd think of, I've found happiness in a simple person. An ex of mine.
Who I never thought would come back into my life & start this new beginning with me. Along side of me.
I know that people always think of me as a big player, or someone who loves breaking hearts, but that's not me. I've never been one to enjoy hurting someone. What would I get out of it? The oh so incredible feeling of victory? No.
I'm a romantic at heart believe it or not.
& I'm finding the right path to take. Whether it be to my heart, or to my next adventure.
One way or another, I'm no longer feeling alone. To have the rush of the crowd, the simplicity of the guitar & the sensation of spilling your own music from your lungs, is something no artist will ever be able to fully explain.
Fans really do keep the musician going.
I hope to obtain more someday.
Check my band out soon. Say Hello


-Say Ty.