what makes us?

who we are..
It seems clearer to me now, more than ever, that life is a quest to find yourself. It's not about how many friends you can make or how many hearts you can break. It's not about finding love or falling out. I've learned through my last relationship that games, love games, are not worth it. Messing with people's emotions and minds hurts them, and you in the end. Do you see?
She figured me out so she ended it. I was crushed, nearly begged that night for it not to end.. Pathetic, right? But my heart said so. I fell in love while she fell out. Love is not a game, nor a challenge to suceed. Love is love and real and whole hearted.

I've been with this girl for about 3 weeks now, and it's gotten me thinking...
I can't figure her out. Maybe that's good, maybe that's bad. But now my 3 month girl is coming back begging this time. What do I do?
What can I possibly do in this situation?



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