The Benefit of Sleep Loss

I didn't sleep last night. But I did think. I was coming down from my high & by then I start thinking about everything that is going on with my life. Here's a couple of thoughts;

A) I have to pee but I don't want to move

okay seriously though;

B) If she's happy, then good for her. I honestly have lost all intrest in her to the point where it's rediculous. I just want my shit back. I loved my fuckin hat & jacket. & I don't just give things away, they usually mean that I care for you & you have the right to wear my clothes. But shit, now I just want all that to disappear & be done with. Chances are they won't & I'll be stuck with this burden of a person for a long time.

C) If the world comes to an end, so be it. We all die at the same time meaning I left no one behind. I think I should just have a good life until it is over. Sure, I'm freaked the fuck out of dying, but it happens to everyone at some point. & If I'm wrong about the 2012 thing, then atleast I got 3 years over with of non stop fun & feelings.

D) I think I should let go & see what happens

E) I really wish I could stay in a relationship with someone. When I sleep, I wish I was holding someones heart in my arms. I wish I could feel their warmth next to me & know they feel the same with me. I want to have someone to be mine & me theirs. For good.

F) it'll never happen

G) girls confuse the shit out of me. I really want to be able to read minds so I know when I should back off or move forward.

H) I think I have a straight crushh... but then again, I have a million crushes.

Live for today, drink for tomorrow, We've got big plans for the rest of our lives.

True love is something that comes easy

Just one kiss god I swear I want to...

I heard a pin drop and a nervous heartbeat

Have you ever heard me scream I love you

-LiveLoveTy