Moving Out

I am finally going to be free of my house in 3-4 months. I am so excited. I know it will be hard living on my own, but now I will have no cops or mothers involved in my life. Things will be awesome. Money will be an issue. Buttttt I will be living with my amazinggg girlfriend hopefully. I know it's too soon to ask, but I think with the way things are going now, we will make it to the future. I have fallen. Not all the way, but fallen enough to know that I want a future with my girl. And to be waking up to her each morning and sleeping next to her each night, will make it all the more awesome. The only thing I will make a promise to her about though, is not fighting about money. I am short, she isn't. Which in that case, I feel bad, but technically it's not her money. hahaha SO woo!
I will need some kind of help though. Friends mostly. AND TONS of partiessss. hahaha oh yeah definately.
Things are looking up for the best. I will make it through this. I have to, for Jessica. Her and Meagan are the only reasons of why I am staying. I cannot live without Meagan, I dare try not to. I still love her with a burning passion within my gut. I know it. I know it in my heart, my soul, my being. I would be lost if I lost her.
Jessica, same, But only time will tell if I can ever love another the way I love Meagan. OH and today, I realized, me and Jess's hands fit together. It shocked me and I got really scared.

Anyways,
I don't have much time on my hands lately.
-LiveLoveTy