That one totally caught me by surprise. I'm not sure if I was ready for you to say that to me. It made my heart pound & gave me chills like no other. But then I started doubting myself again & acted like you didn't say anything. Maybe that was a mistake. I can't say it back, I know I can't. Cause I'm not.
That night, scared me. You wouldn't let go. You wouldn't stop pulling. You wouldn't take no for an answer. You reminded me of someone who I'll never be ready to face. I knew you had the power over me, & I could only nudge away but it made no dent. I wanted to lash out
& scream for help, but I don't think it would help anything. You just... really... really scared me. You're my biggest fear now. Please, don't ever do that to me again.
& scream for help, but I don't think it would help anything. You just... really... really scared me. You're my biggest fear now. Please, don't ever do that to me again.& now, you tell me this like a robot; in love. I'm not a kid, I don't need to be taken care of. It'd be nice to be treated right, but I'm simple to please. Don't figure me out, you won't like the outcome. Just know me. Know who I am. Spend time with me.
We'll always have to wait & see what happens between us.
p.s. It does matter what you think. It always does.
-LiveLoveTy
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